25.5.10

.................myself...............

they were all lies..i hardly have any feeling left in me..there's just this heavy weight on my heart which is suffocating me..

dear god..if this is test of will for me..i'll endure it and fight my way through as i have had during outher countless of times when you have tested...but dear god, please let it not be forever for i am barely hanging by a thread..

i know this is for all the past sins that i've done and this is your punishment to me..and its been one thing after another..i have been through worst and yet am not even sure whether i did overcome the worst..but i'll try my very best as i have nothing left for me to go on...just my ownself.

2 comments:

  1. heard what happen...r u ok???do u wanna take a leave and come back home???you know just to take a rest and relaxation...

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